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I am a confused, dangerous little girl. And I bite. Fear me.

Sunday, November 25, 2012

‘Florence Nightingale’ on theaudience

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‘Florence Nightingale’ on theaudience

Thursday, May 10, 2012

hello.

hi there. it's been a long time since i've been here.

not much has changed with me. i've gotten used to school here (i don't get lost at all now!), and i really appreciate its education system here. it's fantastically brilliant. i sometimes wonder what it'd be like if i grew up here from the start. then i realise i probably wouldn't have accomplished as much as i did back home, or make the same kind of friends as i did back home. the opportunities for so many other things exist here, and there are so much resources, and i sometimes find myself feeling sad and regretful that school back home wasn't like this. but honestly, growing up with those friends were the best part of my life, and st teresa was what made me what i am today. i had an amazing time, and we made the best out of it. and though i have made some new friends here (i can actually call them friends now! not just acquaintances! lol.)......

i miss you guys so, so much.

Monday, January 30, 2012

Growing Old; Letting Go

When I think about school now, I get this bittersweet kind of feeling. It's not yet too long a time for me to be feeling nostalgic and missing for the days with my friends-that-are-awesomer-than-yours-teehee but I don't know.

I keep wondering about what's happening in school, how's this junior, how's that teacher, how's this club doing, so forth. It sounds like what most school-leavers would think about but I somehow feel like mine are more...self-centered. I feel like it's just because I want to know, because I used to be able to know about it so fast and it made me feel...secured. Like at least I knew something. I don't really much care for gossip about other people, especially people I don't know, but when it was about my surroundings and especially my school environment with all my involvement in it...it was a nice feeling to know about it.

With no school starting here, in this entirely new environment until a week more, I feel like I'm wasting away, literally not doing much of anything. I don't know what to do with myself. It's like an in-between and I can't go anywhere yet.

I want to be back home, visiting school, helping out, chillin' about...in the staff room....and not in class...shh.

At least it felt like I was doing something productive.

I don't know whether it could be said I'm just longing for my past so-called "Glory Days" back in school, but--

I don't know if I'd be able to accomplish as much as I did back home. Which wasn't much to start with. Especially academically HAHAHHA.

--but I guess, in a way, I do.



This blog has become an emo blog. Yay me!



That aside, random picture of my favourite classy/pro/neutral nails to wear as to date!


More yays!

Friday, January 27, 2012

Thought of the Day #28

i wish my family wasn't so suspectible to cancer. then maybe i'd be able to worry less when painting nails. or purchasing those beautifully coloured bottles of...colour.

Friday, January 6, 2012

I went onto google and typed in "totoro plushie"...




WHAT IS THIS MADNESS.


Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Thought of the Day #27

listening to stories of my dad's past makes me cry sometimes.

i'm so glad he remembers what it's like being a child and the promises he made to himself when he was young.

"when i grow up, i want to be rich enough to be able to afford a bowl of kolo mee every day."

because he couldn't afford that 20 cents bowl when he was young.


well, my dad has fulfilled that promise, so he's satisfied.